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Lost
03:27
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I hurt myself today
Tried to end my life
Take it all away
Have you ever felt that way
So sick of everything
Make it go away
It's OK
Everyone has suicidal days
It's OK
I tired souls can only hold for so long
The drinking doesn't help
The drugs don't work
These dark times we're living in
Tragedy surrounds us everywhere we look
But we're not alone
Everyone hurts
This is for everyone with a lost soul
If you've ever felt broken, beaten
Like giving up
Just know you're not alone
I feel it everyday
Deep in my bones
You're not the only one who's been put down
Stabbed in the back by your so called friends
Or hated by your family
Felt your heart break
I know it hurts
And you just want to die
It's OK to think about death sometimes
Everyone has suicidal days
But brush it off
Because one day we'll get there together
We're the lost souls
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2. |
Damn Me to Hell
03:18
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I'm just another fucking lost cause
I'm just another fucking lost cause
I don't need a savior
Send me away
I cleaned up
But I never really changed
Damn me to Hell
Send me home
Make my fucking day
Make my fucking day
Damn me to Hell
Send me home
Make my fucking day
I'd rather rot
I'd rather rot in Hell
With my demons by myself
I'd help myself if I thought it was worth it
But I'm too far gone
I'm too far gone
I'm like a bad habit that you can't kick
A cigarette that's always lit
Burning my way through your lungs
I'll tear you apart from the inside
Damn me to Hell
Send me home
Make my fucking day
Make my fucking day
Damn me to Hell
Send me home
Make my fucking day
Can't be saved
I don't want to be saved
I found comfort in the skin of the Devil
Can't be saved
Don't want to be saved
I found comfort in the skin of the mother fucking Devil
Damn me to Hell
Send me home
Make my fucking day
Damn me to Hell
Send me home
Make my fucking day
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3. |
Something Familiar
04:16
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I never had a damn thing in my life
Filled with so much anger
How could anyone ever love me
Or at least that's what every ex lover said to me
Maybe I have a problem
They were of me
They said I need help
They said I'm sick
Out of control
You want the truth
Well the truth is
Deep down I'm just angry
I hear the Devil hum inside of me
A tune we all know
Make the best and hum along
To a tune we all know
I'm sorry you don't trust me
But that's your own damn fault
Your guilty conscience got the best of you
And now you can't cope
How can you sleep at night with the things you've done
You accuse me of everything
I've never done anything to you
At the end of the day
You made me this way
I hear the Devil hum inside of me
A tune we all know
Make the best and hum along
To a tune we all know
I know I'm not a bad guy
But you make me feel insane
I know I'm not a bad guy
But you make me feel insane
Maybe I have a problem
Maybe I'm insane
Maybe I have a problem
Maybe you made me this way
Now my mind is racing
And I'm beginning to think that you were right
Like maybe I'm crazy
Or maybe I need some sleep
There's no way I'm insane
I can't be crazy
Now my mind is racing
And I'm beginning to think that you were right
Or maybe I need some sleep
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Decay Away
03:10
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I've been thinking lately
I've been drinking baby
Nothing good will come of this
I'm just looking for a reaction
A distraction
Something to keep my mind off the fact that I'm an angry man
I know you know
That you fucking told me so
I know that I let you down
That I'm a bad man
I can tell
This constant battle inside my head
Makes me feel like I'm better off dead
But I don't want to be this way again
I'm waiting for you to destroy me
Turn me inside out
Explore me
I'll fade away
To nothing more than dust and ash
A lesser man
Cut me open
Surgery
Open me up
Entirely
Measure my worth
Find out if I'm worth saving
Put me in the ground
Bury me fully alive
And I'll decay, decay, decay away
I know that I let you down
That I'm a bad man
I can tell
This constant battle inside my head
Makes me feel like I'm better off dead
But I don't want to be this way again
I try to relax my mind
The red light blinks inside
Everything's a blur
And now I'm gone
Sinking below
And I'm all alone
You fucking told me so
I don't want to be this way
I know I can change
I don't want to be this way
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Mad
03:03
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Casting a shadow over myself
Never seeing the light
I always seem to find myself
Standing in my own way
Constantly in the dark
I'm angry everyday I wake up
I can't get past this
It feels to good
I have the world to thank
I feel alive when the rage flows inside
Don't talk me out of it
It's not your life
You'll never understand but
I don't care
If I lost you I'd be OK
I feel alive when the rage flow inside
So much hate
The Devil and I are one in the same
No turning back
I've already grabbed his hand
Walked right out that door
This is who I am now
And I couldn't ask for more
Masked it with sadness for so long
I believed it
No not anymore
I'll embrace this
My demons
I'll own them
My demons
This scarlet vision was made for me
It's helped me see
I hate everything
I feel alive when the rage flows inside
Don't talk me out of it
It's not your life
You'll never understand but
I don't care
If I lost you I'd be OK
I feel alive when the rage flow inside
You're the one to blame
You're everything I hate
You're the one to blame
You're everything I hate
You made me this way
And now I don't know if I can change
And you're the one to blame
You're everything I hate
Everything you've done to me
Bottled up eternally
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American Bandit Milwaukee, Wisconsin
Loud, unapologetically in-your-face, and soaked in beer, American Bandit is the anti-hero of
Milwaukee’s metal
scene.
Known for their high-energy live shows that have resulted in broken equipment the band truly walks-the-walk
when it comes to aggressive post-hardcore.
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