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Lost

by American Bandit

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1.
Lost 03:27
I hurt myself today Tried to end my life Take it all away Have you ever felt that way So sick of everything Make it go away It's OK Everyone has suicidal days It's OK I tired souls can only hold for so long The drinking doesn't help The drugs don't work These dark times we're living in Tragedy surrounds us everywhere we look But we're not alone Everyone hurts This is for everyone with a lost soul If you've ever felt broken, beaten Like giving up Just know you're not alone I feel it everyday Deep in my bones You're not the only one who's been put down Stabbed in the back by your so called friends Or hated by your family Felt your heart break I know it hurts And you just want to die It's OK to think about death sometimes Everyone has suicidal days But brush it off Because one day we'll get there together We're the lost souls
2.
I'm just another fucking lost cause I'm just another fucking lost cause I don't need a savior Send me away I cleaned up But I never really changed Damn me to Hell Send me home Make my fucking day Make my fucking day Damn me to Hell Send me home Make my fucking day I'd rather rot I'd rather rot in Hell With my demons by myself I'd help myself if I thought it was worth it But I'm too far gone I'm too far gone I'm like a bad habit that you can't kick A cigarette that's always lit Burning my way through your lungs I'll tear you apart from the inside Damn me to Hell Send me home Make my fucking day Make my fucking day Damn me to Hell Send me home Make my fucking day Can't be saved I don't want to be saved I found comfort in the skin of the Devil Can't be saved Don't want to be saved I found comfort in the skin of the mother fucking Devil Damn me to Hell Send me home Make my fucking day Damn me to Hell Send me home Make my fucking day
3.
I never had a damn thing in my life Filled with so much anger How could anyone ever love me Or at least that's what every ex lover said to me Maybe I have a problem They were of me They said I need help They said I'm sick Out of control You want the truth Well the truth is Deep down I'm just angry I hear the Devil hum inside of me A tune we all know Make the best and hum along To a tune we all know I'm sorry you don't trust me But that's your own damn fault Your guilty conscience got the best of you And now you can't cope How can you sleep at night with the things you've done You accuse me of everything I've never done anything to you At the end of the day You made me this way I hear the Devil hum inside of me A tune we all know Make the best and hum along To a tune we all know I know I'm not a bad guy But you make me feel insane I know I'm not a bad guy But you make me feel insane Maybe I have a problem Maybe I'm insane Maybe I have a problem Maybe you made me this way Now my mind is racing And I'm beginning to think that you were right Like maybe I'm crazy Or maybe I need some sleep There's no way I'm insane I can't be crazy Now my mind is racing And I'm beginning to think that you were right Or maybe I need some sleep
4.
Decay Away 03:10
I've been thinking lately I've been drinking baby Nothing good will come of this I'm just looking for a reaction A distraction Something to keep my mind off the fact that I'm an angry man I know you know That you fucking told me so I know that I let you down That I'm a bad man I can tell This constant battle inside my head Makes me feel like I'm better off dead But I don't want to be this way again I'm waiting for you to destroy me Turn me inside out Explore me I'll fade away To nothing more than dust and ash A lesser man Cut me open Surgery Open me up Entirely Measure my worth Find out if I'm worth saving Put me in the ground Bury me fully alive And I'll decay, decay, decay away I know that I let you down That I'm a bad man I can tell This constant battle inside my head Makes me feel like I'm better off dead But I don't want to be this way again I try to relax my mind The red light blinks inside Everything's a blur And now I'm gone Sinking below And I'm all alone You fucking told me so I don't want to be this way I know I can change I don't want to be this way
5.
Mad 03:03
Casting a shadow over myself Never seeing the light I always seem to find myself Standing in my own way Constantly in the dark I'm angry everyday I wake up I can't get past this It feels to good I have the world to thank I feel alive when the rage flows inside Don't talk me out of it It's not your life You'll never understand but I don't care If I lost you I'd be OK I feel alive when the rage flow inside So much hate The Devil and I are one in the same No turning back I've already grabbed his hand Walked right out that door This is who I am now And I couldn't ask for more Masked it with sadness for so long I believed it No not anymore I'll embrace this My demons I'll own them My demons This scarlet vision was made for me It's helped me see I hate everything I feel alive when the rage flows inside Don't talk me out of it It's not your life You'll never understand but I don't care If I lost you I'd be OK I feel alive when the rage flow inside You're the one to blame You're everything I hate You're the one to blame You're everything I hate You made me this way And now I don't know if I can change And you're the one to blame You're everything I hate Everything you've done to me Bottled up eternally

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released April 14, 2017

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American Bandit Milwaukee, Wisconsin

Loud, unapologetically in-your-face, and soaked in beer, American Bandit is the anti-hero of
Milwaukee’s metal scene.
Known for their high-energy live shows that have resulted in broken equipment the band truly walks-the-walk
when it comes to aggressive post-hardcore.
The party is just getting starting for American Bandit, so stay tuned and don’t be late.
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